Ad every once in a while, I remember what we had, before it got painful in the end, and I miss it. And I wonder, will we get that back one day? What we had?
And I kind of start thinking, it wouldn't be bad if we tried again.
But then I realize; someone else has your heart.
Someone who uses you, rewards you, then forgets about you.
And I can tell you over and over that you deserve better, but I can't do anything about the fact you keep going back to her.
I guess that's what brings me back to reality, knowing that you love her, and she has a hold on you that I can't compete with, even if I wanted to.
I don't why that hurts, but it does.
Maybe because deep down, I know that you still have my heart.
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