I've realized something.
I have this habit of wanting to save people.
To be the person that helps them make this huge transformation that changes their life. That makes them realize something they were in denial about.
I do this with everybody. Family, friends, love interests.
In fact, I remember being in love (or thinking I was in love) with this guy that was the biggest douche I had ever met, but I was convinced that not only was he someone completely different, but that I was gonna be the one to show everyone, even himself, this person.
So I ask myself, does this even happen in real life? This dramatic epiphany that saves you? Because it seems to me like I'm living a cliche romance flick, like 'He's just not That into you', waiting for a guy to be the one to have this revelation that I'm the girl of his dreams, that I've been right about him all along.
Is it just me?
I really hope not.

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Stuff I've learned so far

1. Never say never because anything is possible.
2. All decisions are hard.
3. Never ever regret anything.
4.Love doesn't last forever when you're young.
5. Dealing with idiots is an art.
6.University of Rochester is perfect.
7. You can't be friends with a guy you really like.
8. There's no such thing as getting tired of pizza.
9. Nothing is ever that bad.
10. My life is NOT a show.

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The beginning

So I'm sitting here, wondering what it is I should write about, and then I remember why it is I actually took the time to make this blog.
It's because I need to find myself. And what better way to to do that then write? That's really the only way I know how.
I've spent so much time being consumed in all the little things of my life that I've forgotten about everything else.
So now is the time to tell myself:no, my life is not a show. It's not that dramatic.

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