I've realized something.
I have this habit of wanting to save people.
To be the person that helps them make this huge transformation that changes their life. That makes them realize something they were in denial about.
I do this with everybody. Family, friends, love interests.
In fact, I remember being in love (or thinking I was in love) with this guy that was the biggest douche I had ever met, but I was convinced that not only was he someone completely different, but that I was gonna be the one to show everyone, even himself, this person.
So I ask myself, does this even happen in real life? This dramatic epiphany that saves you? Because it seems to me like I'm living a cliche romance flick, like 'He's just not That into you', waiting for a guy to be the one to have this revelation that I'm the girl of his dreams, that I've been right about him all along.
Is it just me?
I really hope not.

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